there's laughs and fun up where the clouds meet the snow

heyy everyone. =) how are you all? i had a terrible wednesday after the whole raymond thing but after i yelled a lot in comments i felt way better and went on a bikeride with my family. that day was a half day, so a bunch of people were doing fun stuff, and i had made plans with a big group of friends but at the last minute emily who i really don't get along with asked if she could come, and i knew that if she did come the whole day would be super awkward and possibly even drama-filled so i just took the bus home in the end and spent like 4 hours practicing piano and cello and lying on my bed listening to music and eating cereal. then albert came home and we played racket smack-it in the yard and it was fun. =)

and today was cross country spirit day. i wore my man pajama bottoms (if you don't know what they are they're just silky pj bottoms from the men's section at filene's. you can't really tell that they're for men except for this huge flap but i usually fold that over) and a purple tutu and toe socks and my squishy flip flops. it was pretty fun, i got lots of weird stares but that's alright.

plus i started babysitting these kids, they totally drive me crazy. i mean, not really because playing with kids is one of my favorite things to do, but these kids take SO much effort. plus the five year old, he's just SO. DIFFICULT. when i made him go to bed he just stops me and SPANKS me. so i laugh and spank him back. but then he points to my chest and he's like "HEEHEEHEE. what are those??" and i thought he was pointing to the sparkles on my shirt so i said "those are shiny things!" and he's like "no, THOSE!" and he pokes my boob and goes "those are boobies!" and then i got mad and was like "NO! YOU NEVER EVER EVER EVER DO THAT OKAY RYAN? UNDERSTAND? NEVERR. IT'S EXTREMELY RUDE AND WRONG." and he just giggles because he thinks that every single thing that comes out of my mouth is a joke because at first i was really fun with him, so i was just like okay get into bed now! and he said "NO! i'll only go to bed if you let me touch your bellybutton!" and i'm like "?????!!!!!!!!" HELLO YOU ARE FIVE YEARS OLD WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

thankfully his mom came home and told him he should've been in bed 30 minutes ago. so i pretty much failed as a babysitter, but i told his mom about the whole touching thing because i don't want a kindergartener to be touching me while i'm babysitting and she seemed really upset and embarrassed. whatever, i don't care what it takes but i'm not going there again. the kids aren't even that fun to play with, i mean the last kid i babysat we rolled down hills and swordfought and read stories about butts and played video games for like an hour and i had a blast even though it's kind of pathetic that i like hanging out with elementary schoolers.

other than that i guess nothing exciting has been going on. i'd tell you all that i love you but i don't even know if that means anything anymore. love is supposed to mean something really really deep and stuff but it's thrown around so much that i love you really doesn't describe how i feel for anyone anymore. but i don't know what else to say, so I LOVE YOU ALL and i hope you know that i really truly mean it and i'm not just saying it because everyone says i love you. =)

geena