hey guys

apology for the last post which embarrassed me so much i deleted it. so hey guys~ our football team won against our rival so we were happy even though i stood up and cheered at the wrong time at multiple times. i was also part of the band... and had music strapped to my arm. which i must say is NOT attractive. it was sorta like geenas head thing except, on my arm. lemony snicket... i used to love those books. they were so clever in a like a twisted kind of way. some1 ruin the ending for me, im not rly in the mood to read them. i've been going through an obsession with jodi p's books. the one that wrote my sister's keeper? well i've only read perfect match which is a little grotesque about a priest molesting a child. my sister's keeper is definetely the best. i've also become hooked on the show project runway, any fans? i hope micheal wins. i have also become obsessed with the band highwater rising. as you can see, i am going crazy with so many obsessions and such. my parents are fighting an awful lot. it's horrible because i have to be peacekeeper. my dad even sleeps in the guest room because they can't talk to each other without killing each other. it is... ugly. the worst part is that they keep trying to assure me that everything is alright. but i'm not stupid. i've read enough books to realize it's a sticky situation. but i'm also rly optimistic so i'm hoping things will patch up soon enough. i mean absolutely no offense by this. but i love gay guys. they are so sweet and great salespeople. like 2 weeks ago at coach, i was getting a friend a gift for her bday and he just started helping me out and being super nice. i've been going back on the days steven's there! like seriously, have you ever met a non-happy gay person? maybe that's why their called gay. and btw i mean NO offense by ANY of this! i just thought it was an interesting insight. i have not talked to any of you guys in SO long. you seem so far away! come back! i'm actually having a fricking reunion with ppl from my other camp which wasn't half as good as cty... and some ppl are coming from minnesota! why can't we have one? *whiny voice* anywayz i'm gonna go finish perfect match, i hope it's not as heartbreaking as my sisters keeper... or the fact that we never had a reunion... :( <3