POST 200! YEEEEUHH

HEYY EVERYONE! okay before i begin today's update and everything i have a favor to ask. EVERYONE if you have time, POST!! and tell us EVERYTHING. i understand that i'm probably the only one out of all of you that has absolutely no life and a bunch of time to type forever and ever, but seriously, i spill about every single stupid detail almost every day and i'm beginning to feel like a super self-absorbed freak. so post lots more and maybe i'll post a little less and it'll be more balanced. =)

okay anyway. school was really exciting! at the beginning of the day i was totally freaking out and thinking too much so i sorta had to pinch myself and be like "just STOP THINKING AND PUT ON A SMILE AND JUST MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY".. and i did. :P my classes are pretty well balanced, it's just frustrating because literally EVERYONE that i became close to last year i don't see at all during the school day, meaning more out-of-school staying in touch has to be planned and stuff. not that there's anything wrong with that, it'll just be hard because we're starting to get busy again. i have one of my best friends in a few classes but other than that everyone is on the other team, and that's just annoying because the same thing happened last year. but whatever, i'm okay with it because i know it could probably be a lot worse. some periods are terrible though, because the people there i just absolutely cannot stand, so i have to try super hard just to actually listen to what they're saying and be perky and stuff, but asdkflwjerlkajs it's SO hard and energy draining to pretend to be interested in the stupidest things in the world. today i had a sudden urge to strangle someone in the middle of the day, and it scared me a little. i hope i can make it through the year without hurting anyone, lol.

so yesterday i watched garden state with a friend after school and it was pretty.. interesting. i'd love to pretend to be all sophisticated and stuff and say i understood the whole thing but to tell you the truth i don't think i did. so i'll probably watch it again some other time. it had the best soundtrack ever though, i need to remember to download it sometime. and i have a walk to remember right now, and i'm really excited to watch it because hi makes it sound so good. :P

huhh what else.. OH since we're all being music-y and stuff i decided i had to join. :P right now i'm totally cleaning out my itunes (deleting every single pointless emo screamo song there simply because they're starting to annoy the cochleas out of my ears [does that make sense?? lol] and they're totally un-meaningful and just annoying) and so far i've dropped from 2100 something to 1451, and i'm gonna keep going until maybe there's less than 1000 so that they can all actually fit. =) (i spent lots of my time last year dl'ing a bunch of random albums i'd never heard of before and i'm finally deleting the super strange ones YAY) so i would post a big list of favorites but things are too unorganized right now for that.

i do have something to share though, i think it's absolutely amazing:
first download this: dying in the sun - the cranberries
then click here and listen to the song while you look at the photo for a little bit.

my friend who was packing for college sent it out because she was feeling depressed and stuff. idk about you but i get the most strange feeling ever when i'm listening to the song and looking at the photo. it's kind of uplifting in a sad way, i think. or maybe it's just me being cheesy, but still.

i'll post a better list some other time when my itunes is easier to look and sort through, but here's my list of favorites as of right now.

» meet virginia; train
» stars and boulevards; augustana
» polaris; jimmy eat world
» the sun; maroon 5 (sexiest song EVARR. :D well, not in a conventional way but stilll)
» the masterplan; oasis
» existentialism on prom night; straylight run (well this has always kind of been my favorite, it's not like a spur of the moment thing)

raymond if you find it "disconcerting" i will cut your ears off. :P lol keeeeding of course. okay, well i've got a friendly letter to write to my new english teacher about myself (it's gonna be fun!!!!! i love those assignments lol) OH btw!! i had a total cty flashback today in the halls! i saw this cutesie little new sixth grader and she looked SO much like this annoying girl back at cty (don't remember the name) but all of a sudden i imagined we were in a hallway at siena and it was pretty cool. :D weell i'm going to go now.

much love, you're still my favorite people in the world. =) (not counting my lawnmower and green beans, even though they're not people)
♥ geena