all i want for christmas is YOUUUUU!

hehehe i am such a loser. i've been listening to christmas songs nonstop these past few days. well hey, now that summer's over what else is there to look forward to? lol.

ooh, so my whole hormone-problem-ness is about gone. i think. i mean, i'm still on a strong dosage and stuff but i don't feel particularly high or horny (RAYMOND) or depressed or anything, and i've most certainly not turned into a man yet so that makes me happy. oh, andandand! did you know i have like 5 other mild skin problems (umm, not sure what all of them are called but eczema is one of them) ? well if you didn't know now you know, and all of them have suddenly magically disappeared!!!!! my skin is actually smooth feeling now!! i'm so excited! i know i shouldn't be embracing the side effects of drugs but this is actually kinda good.

anyway school starts tomorrow! eeek i'm going to try not to think about it. i spent today shopping because my mom only believes in shopping during labor day and presidents' day etc. because of the huge clearance sales. well, honestly this year there weren't many sales to begin with, and my mom stayed with me for about an hour and then ditched me to go make lunch for my dad. :P so i stayed at the mall for 6 more hours with only $40!!! i know it might come off as spoiled and stuff, but realistically, what can $40 get you, especially when this is one of the two only major shopping sprees you're ever going on in the year? buh! (my new exclamation. it's fun to say :D) whatever. i wasted 7 hours of my day. but to tell you the truth it was worth it because i bought myself the most absolutely SPECTACULAR cookie in the whole world. it was frosted and warm and soft and 150% sugar but it was SO amazing. mmmm. =) (fyi i got it at a place called "mrs. field's" if you wanna go try for yourself. :P) well, as a result i still have more than half of my "still need before back to school" list to buy, and now it's a little too late. ughhh oh well i'll figure something out.

not much else has been happening lately. i've gone to two end of summer parties which were both totally lame but they were kind of nice because i got to see a lot of people again.. plus i've started playing piano again and surprisingly i'm really enjoying it.. i'm not super good or anything but it's kind of enlightening. have you guys heard the moonlight sonata by beethoven? (you probably have. if not GO LISTEN SOMEWHERE!!) it's SO pretty and i'll play it like 7 times before i go to sleep and it's really nice. :D neehee i'm a dork. ooh, and plus, i discovered a path behind a huge parking lot really close to my house! it's so cool, yesterday and today i went running for a little bit and it's pretty fun. i'm a pathetic runner though, i need to go practice more if i'm gonna survive cross country this year. D:

so, i guess i'm going to go clean up my room reeeally clean so that maybe i'll feel better about waking up tomorrow. i'm so nervous, i know this year's gonna bring lots of changes and stuff and i don't really know what's going to happen... ahhh well i still love all of you tonsss. thanks so much for putting up with my super long rambly posts. i need to go now, my mom's yelling =( (i'm computer banned btw)

geena