ahhh!
okay so today i woke up and my eyes and lips were swollen to the point that my eyes had pretty much disappeared and my lips looked like sausages, and my hands and feet swelled up too and i just looked really scary and lumpy. then i was having a lot of trouble breathing so i had to go to the hospital, yet again. and now i'm super scared because
the doctor person i saw gave me an 11-day-32-pill prescription to prednisone, which is a steroid. (fyi 32 tabs for 11 days is a very strong dose) and then i totally freaked out because the steroids you always hear about do all these terrible things and stuff so i asked my doctor if someday i'd wake up and turn into a man and grow muscles and a mustache and stuff but he said no, that's a different type of steroid that boosts testosterone and a bunch of other stuff i don't remember.. but i'm still scared! he said not to worry about turning into a man but i looked up side effects of prednisone and it still includes freaky stuff like hormonal imbalances, extreme sweating, inappropriate happiness, depression, extreme mood swings, muscle twitching, fragile skin, acne, purple blotches under skin, fainting, vomiting, blackouts, increased peeing, extreme tiredness, heart racing, SUDDEN WEIGHT GAIN, short attention span, difficulty breathing and swallowing, LOSS OF CONTACT WITH REALITY... and the list goes on
but it's like, why am i being prescribed to a drug that's supposed to help with not being able to breathe, except it restricts breathing as a side effect all the same? i'm scared now because i may not turn into a man but i'm still going to be a mess of imbalanced jumbled hormones and that's not going to be pretty. especially because SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON and there's a risk of gaining 20-30 pounds and LOSING MY MIND.
O_O i feel too short-attention-spanned to actually do anything useful so my dad just told me to drink buckets of water and pee. and i didn't exactly want to do that all afternoon so i posted here.. i'm sorry, i just had to vent it all out. so i guess i'll go drink more water and pee and go to sleep or something if i can.
hope you all had a good tuesday, much love.
geena
posted by Geena! at 2:28 PM
8 Comments:
oh gosh oh gosh i am so so so so sorry! and i thought i had a bad day.
inappropriate happinness? haha that perked up my senses :D but some of the others dont sound too normal like depression an loss of contact with reality :/ and :(
feel better! i would make u a get-well card but by the time i mailed it to you, you'd probably already be better. but if you go into some kind of fatal sitaution or somthing i promise i will make you a million cards and send you flowers an all.. okok im babbling w.e so love youu and feel better!!
raymond we don't even want to knwow.
And because i am 2 lazt 2 babble like this-----(RAE)
feel better! i would make u a get-well card but by the time i mailed it to you, you'd probably already be better. but if you go into some kind of fatal sitaution or somthing i promise i will make you a million cards and send you flowers an all.. okok im babbling w.e so love youu and feel better!!
Yeah Ray-Ray. We don't want to know.
Oh poor Geena!!! I hope you feel better soon. But all of the side affects of those steroids are like super rare one in a million cases. So I don't think you have anything to worry about.
Raymond, we don't want to hear about you prancing around like a drugged up unicorn.
too much information...
Inbalanced hormones DON'T always mean horny! And yes Sparky you may know. Because it is always Raymonding getting people wet! Ha anywayz, my friend had an inbalanced hormone and it just made her period crazy but it wasn't horrible. And Geena I know you'll be fine and laughing soon! And um I agree with Rae... Inappropreiate happiness... control yourself!
raymond, even the most horny nurse in the world would be able to sense those racist-fumes that come off you like from a mile away and everyone knows no one wants to have flings with racists. gosh i thought you knew that.
lol. ditto geena!
and i've been laughing about kingston's comment about the drugged up unicorn for like, two days straight!!
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