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you know what else is cool? you can go "OM EM GEEE-na!" ohhh the wonders of names. :D these past few days have been so discovery-filled!

okay, well yesterday was the first day of chinese school. my teacher this year is really into it and she's even making everyone get a blogger account where we can keep a chinese diary. i'm annoyed because i'm not gonna have time for it, but maybe this year i'll actually be able to learn something. plus second period i tried out an algebra class and failed out of it. not even kidding, the teacher started out with a pretest just to see where we were.

i got a 4/15.

HEAD, MEET DESK. :x i felt SO STUPID, even the sixth graders were like "OOH look at meee i got only 3 wrong and this is high school math! HAHA" and when the teacher heard my score he was like "........ OH. well i suggest you speak with you parent." needless to say i spent the rest of the day feeling like a total discouraged idiot. OH! plus i think i recognized a lot of people from cty there.. there was this guy who was always around shawn at the dances and he always had this idiotic smile on all the time, and this girl who dresses kinda like a guy whose name i don't know, and that girl shensi who i think recognized me but didn't say anything to me, aand jessica, who's in my class this year.

and on a non chinese school note school's been super duper fun, even though i'm not really allowed to admit that publicly (sp?). to be totally honest i love all the work we're getting in our "advanced" classes and stuff, it gives me something to do. it's just annoying now because i have no time to spend with albert or to read or eat ice cream anymore. =/ nerrr oh well there's the weekends. plus i tried cross country out for the first time and i actually really like it. it's not like i'll be a huge contribution to the team or anything, but at least i'm not the worst like i expected, and hopefully i'll get better.

oh BY THE WAY. my laugh has TOTALLY completely changed, and i'm really scared. it literally happened overnight, and now it's SO WEIRD! i wish i could record it, but if i could describe it it's obnoxiously shaky and it's kind of like a mix between hi's and kaela's from the first few days (the ha ha ha) and a little bit of my old laugh (the long squeaks) and.. i can't even describe it that well. but it's SO different, it's a huge change it makes me kind of sad. =( well i gotta go now but i will probably talk to you all laterr. =)

much xo's and love,
GEEKNA!