Thursday, January 11, 2007

aaaah i feel awful

i am SO sorry about my previous complaining on sats and homework the other day. i honestly can't stress that enough. n i hate to do it again but today is totally falling apart ....along with my grades. first marking pd i was doing great. but now uh no and i only have 2 wks to bring up my grades in lal + band! i got a C+ on my research paper in lal, which wasnt perfect but i thought it was good enough. plus i missed my lessons today n i'm averaging c-range in band. i almost had a breakdown today in the bathroom. i can't stand having perfectionist asian parents and being friends with perfect stereotyped A+ asian friends. and i doubt i'll ever make honors :( anyone have tips on how to bring up grades besides doing hw and sucking up?

anyway i feel so bad being so negative and whiny on the blog. so lets see. uhh i have a band concert tonight? oh yea plus yesterday we were supposed to bring in a song that we could relate to or just loved for a good reason for lal (don't ask no clue why). while my song, which was all about MIRACLES, was playing, it started SNOWING!!! just so u know we havent gotten ANY snow. just one little teeny snowfall back in the end of december for seriously 10 mins. so basically... the snow was a miracle! it was incredible! the music and the snow and everything... but it lasted like only 15 mins tehe. oh well.

ehh i just finished the truth about forever by sarah dessen. that is such an amazing book. simply amazing. i love it and i'm obsessed with her writing now. if you haven't read it, read it! u'll love it. oh and did i mention that book was supposed to be my irb for lal and i already finished it! 2 wks early haha i'm just smart like that. so yeah i'll go find another book ....................... the memory keeper's daughter. looks long and boring but at least i wont read ahead too much.

k looking at my post right now it looks looong but i bet i'll open the blog and compared to geena's .... it will be like a sentence :) ah and way sorry about all the negativity but i would appreciate tips. thanks guys and much love <3

2 Comments:

Blogger Hye-Jung said...

I was in a bad-grade thing last term, too. Just write out a list of things you want or need to do to boost your grades up so your report card comes out clean. And start fresh the next term- but don't be too hard on yourself about perfectionist asian parents. Slacking is fine once in a while. Okay, maybe not. But you don't have to overwork yourself. Just bee happy!! And be an optimist. Think about people in worse situations than you.

6:38 PM  
Blogger M.E. said...

Everyone has whiny moments once in awhile. I've had worse ones. And what's the book you read about? I finally picked a book for my historical fiction report- Pride and Prejudice. It's really good but I'm only like halfway through and it's due rather soon. Most of the people in my class just read the spark notes anyway.

7:48 PM  

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