aaaah i feel awful
i am SO sorry about my previous complaining on sats and homework the other day. i honestly can't stress that enough. n i hate to do it again but today is totally falling apart ....along with my grades. first marking pd i was doing great. but now uh no and i only have 2 wks to bring up my grades in lal + band! i got a C+ on my research paper in lal, which wasnt perfect but i thought it was good enough. plus i missed my lessons today n i'm averaging c-range in band. i almost had a breakdown today in the bathroom. i can't stand having perfectionist asian parents and being friends with perfect stereotyped A+ asian friends. and i doubt i'll ever make honors :( anyone have tips on how to bring up grades besides doing hw and sucking up?
anyway i feel so bad being so negative and whiny on the blog. so lets see. uhh i have a band concert tonight? oh yea plus yesterday we were supposed to bring in a song that we could relate to or just loved for a good reason for lal (don't ask no clue why). while my song, which was all about MIRACLES, was playing, it started SNOWING!!! just so u know we havent gotten ANY snow. just one little teeny snowfall back in the end of december for seriously 10 mins. so basically... the snow was a miracle! it was incredible! the music and the snow and everything... but it lasted like only 15 mins tehe. oh well.
ehh i just finished the truth about forever by sarah dessen. that is such an amazing book. simply amazing. i love it and i'm obsessed with her writing now. if you haven't read it, read it! u'll love it. oh and did i mention that book was supposed to be my irb for lal and i already finished it! 2 wks early haha i'm just smart like that. so yeah i'll go find another book ....................... the memory keeper's daughter. looks long and boring but at least i wont read ahead too much.
k looking at my post right now it looks looong but i bet i'll open the blog and compared to geena's .... it will be like a sentence :) ah and way sorry about all the negativity but i would appreciate tips. thanks guys and much love <3

2 Comments:
I was in a bad-grade thing last term, too. Just write out a list of things you want or need to do to boost your grades up so your report card comes out clean. And start fresh the next term- but don't be too hard on yourself about perfectionist asian parents. Slacking is fine once in a while. Okay, maybe not. But you don't have to overwork yourself. Just bee happy!! And be an optimist. Think about people in worse situations than you.
Everyone has whiny moments once in awhile. I've had worse ones. And what's the book you read about? I finally picked a book for my historical fiction report- Pride and Prejudice. It's really good but I'm only like halfway through and it's due rather soon. Most of the people in my class just read the spark notes anyway.
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