not gooood :(

in response to geena's post, my friend dan and his pal glenn went to MIT too for the seminar thing! anyway also about your friend. it must get really annoying. i feel your pain :( but its like a designer bag. the fake will never ever be as good as an original. to quote umm i cant remember, "always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of someone else." hint to her that shes bothering u when she copies u. and dont worry everything WILL get better! i know how you feel cuz i feel like tht at times as well. but your geena and your special and no one will ever take your place no matter what guarenteed. :)

anyway today was one of those days where you feel like youre discovering something bad that u never noticed before. when i got back from chinese school i ate a lunch of mac n cheese + peach punch. after that i went to play tennis with a bunch of people in the friigid cold. then i went to maggie's house and we baked brownies and watched freaky friday (gotta <3 classics). the discover part is when me + maggie were talking about guys and crushes and french kissing and weird stuff like that. i kinda realized that well its really hard to say. i feel like im not like fun to be around.. anymore? not to sound conceited. but usually at outings i'm very talkative to everyone. and now i feel like im getting quiet or boring. like i'm not really as sarcastic as i used to be plus i feel like im never making people laugh im always laughing at THEIR jokes. which isnt a bad thing but sad bcuz i love making people laugh. and seriously if i told anyone this, they'd be like "whoa rae your weird." idk if you guys get it cuz i'm bad at putting thoughts into words.

anyway that was my day. hope you guys had better ones. love u all so much <3 rae.