and when the sky is falling, don't look outside the window

hello everyone! =) what's up? the first week of school for me was awesome but now things are slowly going downhill and i don't think this year's going to be amazing or anything. right now i feel really unbalanced. i'm too busy and i never really talk to albert anymore, i'm getting really annoyed with my friend alex who's getting too possessive and desperate, and i feel like i'm drifting from lots of people i'd rather not drift with, and no one has any time to make plans and hang out, and i'm not practicing piano anymore or reading or doing anything i want to do anymore. ahhhh! i miss the summer so much!

anyway. today i missed the bus and my mom didn't want to send me so i biked to school for the first time ever. and i hope i'll never have to again. it was really stressful because i had to go super fast to make it without being tardy, and it's not that i don't like biking, but i had to go down a bunch of busy roads and i could see all these kids from school in their cars staring at me in my dorky torn up helmet and bike with a huge purple metallic horn on it. it's not like i have a self consciousness problem or anything but it was just really annoying because once i stepped foot into the school a million people were like "HEY i saw you biking to school today!! why didn't you take the bus? why didn't your parents take you? why is your helmet broken? why do you have a purple HORN? why is your bike so big? were you tardy? whoa like you didn't DIE?" etc.

and picture day was yesterday! not very eventful, except all the girls wore their hair down. and i was planning on making a really weird face but then i chickened out and just ended up smiling really huge like :D with my mouth open big and my eyes kind of surprised looking. it's gonna look like crap but it'll be better than the past years hopefully.

besides that the effects of the steroids are wearing off and my face is returning to its swollen state. OH btw!! i took an allergy test. i got pricked with 32 needles (the last 7 weren't pricks though, the doctor actually had to take it and scratch my skin open. i cried.) and i found out i'm allergic to: cats, grass, dust mites, and mold. YAY i finally know! and it makes a lot of sense too, so i bet i can try to prevent it next time.

plus i read flowers for algernon. it was adorable and sad and stuff and i think i'm gonna do my first book report on it. =) oh and in the middle of a quiet study someone showed me something and i started laughing really hard in my new laugh and people were like, "WHOA are you seriously laughing? it sounds so fake!" thus proving what i said about how it sounds kinda like hi's, lol. well i need to go now. i miss all of you tons! (yesterday i was playing stairway to heaven and it made me reeally really sad)

love always and always
OH MY GEEKNA
:D that's not really a name but who cares