ahh i just ate tissue

hello!! what's going on? there hasn't been a post for a few days so i will post. =) so things have been alright. actually they have been pretty sucky ever since september compared to years past but i'm getting used to it. i am really mad right now about my teachers though. they are so unreasonable and immature and it makes me want to cry and tear out my hair and then throw my binders at them one by one. except for ms. eriksen who is our bisexual french teacher. she has actually turned into my favorite teacher this year. but that's because all of my others are poops.

it is so crazy, they are all just like kids! like my social studies teacher, mr. casey, he's like six foot four and as loud as.. well, really super loud, so everyone thinks he's really cool and stuff. but the thing is, he's super sensitive and he's all lke "ohh you guys make me laugh, you think you know EVERYTHING! well, lemme tell ya, i am SMARTER THAN ALL OF YOU!!! YES ALL OF YOU! NONE OF YOU ARE SMARTER THAN ME!!!!! I AM GREAT" seriously. and that is why i do not respect him. anyway, last friday we had a pretty big test and he was in a bad mood (like always). so someone pointed out that he spelled "orthodox" wrong or something like that and he totally blew up, like "WOW, you KIDS! you get SO bent out of shape about MY mistakes but you know, all of you make probably 100x the mistakes i do so SHUT UP!!!!" then a few minutes later someone asked what the exodus was, and he was like "kids. i COVERED this." and he didn't, so i said "actually i don't think we did." and at that point he stood up and bent over his desk and pointed at me screaming in his room-shaking voice for probably 3 minutes, and then he walked out of the room for a while, and then walked back in and kicked his desk and started throwing things away. it was freaky and everyone was like okayy. TOUCHY MUCH? and so today he came back and he literally lectured us the WHOLE period, all like "your attitude's gotta change, and now look i UNDERSTAND this and that..." like he knows everything and he just KNOWS he's right and it bothered me so much. i was ready to talk back and then walk out of the classroom but i didn't. but i think it will happen someday.

well i don't know, i don't know if i'm making any sense. but all the teachers are just like that, like they think they are so all-knowing, and then you can never be honest with them and say what you feel. you have to totally suck up and that's just not something i will ever do, and that is why i'm not having such a good year school-wise. like, whenever i actually like the teacher and stuff and i can be myself, i always have a good time in school. but this year just plain sucks, and i am not kidding when i say i am forgetting how to laugh. maybe that is why i gained weight lol (fun fact i probably already told you: laughing for 15 minutes straight burns approx. 300 calories :D)

eh whatever. i'm sorry for complaining so much and everything. i am just frustrated.

tons of love,
geena