Saturday, October 28, 2006

People are Evil

I was HACKED

The account that I've been playing on for years was hacked -and the reason is because I trust people too much.

Well this is what happened. I was playing on Maplestory...the game I have been playing on for years. And as usual, I was talking to people online. Some guy asks if he can buy my account or if anyone wants to share accounts.

Being good ol' me, I say sure and give him $300,000 for his account (which is a lot by the way). He tells me his password and pin number so I can log onto his account. Then he says we should just share accounts and I agree, so I give him my password and pin number. He promises he won't scam me and he gives me his word that he wont.

When I log off to log onto his account, I find to my chagrin that his pin number doesn't work. So I log into my other extra account and obviously accuse him of hacking and lying to me about his information. After whispering to him with no response, he disables the 'whisper' so I can't talk to him at all and changes my own account's pin number so I can't log on.

He promised he wouldn't scam me right? He gave me his word. Well he lied. Now I don't have any accounts except for my extra one (which is crap) and all the long hours spent training my account were for nothing.

After all this happened I just felt stupefied. In a matter of 10 minutes, all the hours and days I wasted playing that game meant nothing and were in the hands of a lying cheat.
All the nights staying up late to get to the next level were all in vain; all the pointless arguing with my parents about how much longer I could play were worthless.

I wanted to kill whoever was on the other side of the computer, but I was so powerless. I had known nothing about the person. Not even their real name- yet I gave them an account which I spent countless hours perfecting.

It seems pretty dumb right? Like how I could put all my trust in a total stranger? Like how I gave them my password with no strings attached and no guarantees or ways of reversing what I had done?

Yes, I am too trusting. I think people are good, and that is why I just lost everything. I trust total strangers and I think everyone has something good in them. I think people will treat me the same way I treat others and respect my feelings.

Maybe I trust others because I've had it too good. I'm surrounded by good people who have high moral standards and have not been exposed to enough evil to harden me into a people-hating pessimist. I live a good life in a middle-class white town where crime is a low and murder cases are rarely or never heard of. I do not have to lie, cheat, steal, or do any other immoral things to get by. I am blessed with the gift of knowledge and do not have to cheat on tests to compensate for my lack of intelligence. Most of the people I meet on the internet are nice, caring and would never hack anyone or steal anyone's account. I have been lulled into a dream world where people are nice, you can trust everyone, there is world peace, Al Gore is president, and people don't die.

However I now know how evil people can be. The truth is: the media hype is true. People are evil and will lie, cheat, and steal. They will do anything if the value is worth enough. If people are poor they will steal from the rich. If people aren't smart enough they will cheat on the test. If people are lazy they will get slaves to do their work. If people don't have friends they will bomb the school so no one does.

Think of the events in world history: The Inquisition killed thousands through cruel and unusual torture for their religious beliefs. The Spanish conquistadors killed thousands, maybe millions of Aztecs and Incas and worked them literally to death making them mine precious metals till almost the whole population was extinct. The Colonists kill the Native Americans and later transport thousands of black slaves to the Americas to do their work for no charge; basically owning someone's existence. Mao Tse-tung killed somewhere between 20 and 67 million of his countrymen, including the elderly and intellectuals. Hitlers set up concentration camps and killed over 6 million Jews. Why, people today in Iraq are being killed right now in a pointless war over gas prices and 'terrorist attacks'.

If had been 'hacked' in real life I would probably be dead right now lying in a ditch, living in a homeless shelter, or countless other horrible things. Use your imagination. It is a surprise I am here right now with all ten fingers, eyes, and limbs in use- typing this horrible story.

This person didn't just take away my money, or time, or even my account- they took away my innocence. Something I probably will never regain. When I think back of this incident 10 years from now, I probably won't think of how I miss playing on my account or how I wish I had another account; I will think of how evil people really are and how low people will stoop for money and items that aren't even real.

The worst part of it is that I see this happening all the time. That kid that brags about stealing their classmate's iPod, that kid who got an 100 from cheating off a test. My aunt who was conned of her money and lost millions. The tenants living in my parents' property that have to be sued to pay the rent. That girl who got AIDS from a person passing it on intentionally. That person who died from getting hit in the head by a robber who stole for petty change.

Now that I think about it, I know people who would jump at the chance to have an account like mine for no expense at all. My own brother, my friend. I can envision people I am close to being the hacker that tricked me of everything, then laughing about it, shrugging it off, and acting like they would in real life. They would not think about the tears I shed, the emotional anguish they would have put a person through.

I suppose all those days and hours wasted on that account were nothing. They sure aren't anything now.

11 Comments:

Blogger M.E. said...

Awwww!!! Poor Emily!!! Does the sight have a section where you can "report misconduct" or something like that? I know if you report people on myspace, they can get their account revoked.

9:12 AM  
Blogger Hye-Jung said...

I'm sorry that happened. It must be horrible, since my mom's friend's son stole 100,000 neopoints from me after I left my account on his computer. I agree with M.E. that you should report the user if you can... but maybe, this is a blessing in disguise. I don't know much about how much you were playing Maple Story, but neopets stole my life away, and I would constantly sneak onto the computer in the mornings and times when my mom wasn't looking, so after my assiduously earned neopoints got stolen, I quit. It won't be quite as fun to make a new account, seeing that you had such an awesome and high-leveled account before, but maybe you should play a little less. And I don't think you should lessen your trust in people. I think you should trust everyone, but just be more cautious in the future, and think twice. Be just a little cynical. Good luck with it!!

10:04 AM  
Blogger Emily said...

whoops, looks like I posted this twice. And yeah, I played neopets- and I was just like you hye. I had 100,000 neopoints but my brother was pissed at me for going on all the time. (Much like yourself) and stole onto my account and gave all my stuff away. I never play neopets now -____-...rather, I don't really want to anyways. I just deleted Maplestory from my computer...

I NEVER WANT TO PLAY AGAIN!!! D:<

11:36 AM  
Blogger aNgeL aNgie said...

that was rly strong rant about a rather less important topic that led into profound stuff like the native americans. i'm sry but ur also right about being 2 trusting 2 a total stranger... on the computer!!

4:35 PM  
Blogger Kingston said...

"I have been lulled into a dream world where people are nice, you can trust everyone, there is world peace, Al Gore is president, and people don't die."

That was my favorite part. The more I think about it the more I realize that I really did learn a lot about writing at CTY. It didn't stop after those 3 weeks either. reading all the posts gives me a better understanding of the human language and how powerful it can be.

6:38 PM  
Blogger M.E. said...

Hehe. Ditto Kingston.

All that profound stuff about world peace and then you throw in about how Al Gore is president.;-)

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6:49 AM  
Blogger Emily said...

RANT!! RANT!!! *pokes angie with a stick* RANT...

3:36 PM  
Blogger Anonymous said...

aww that sucks so bad! i know some azn people in the neighborhood who play maple & theyre always talking abt levels and stuff. so it must be hard getting to that high a point. im soo sorry about your account. well its good that u deleted it cause being addicted to like a comp game isnt good. i was addicted to myspace for like a yr last yr and it totally ruined everything. i dont go on much anymore. ah that sucks id be really pissed. its ok tho trust is a really importatnt thing, and its easy to make mistakes like that.

but the good part is you learned ur lesson. my dad says that no matter how high of a price u pay to learn a lesson (in this case, losing ur account), its worth it. so next time just be more cautious. yeh i know its cheesey :) but i guess its sorta true.

5:25 PM  
Blogger Mr. E said...

i guess you should be happy that it wasnot real.

6:05 PM  
Blogger aNgeL aNgie said...

EMILY U DID NOT JUST POKE ME WITH A STICK GIRL! U DID NOT~ ;)

4:19 PM  
Blogger CTY Cherubs said...

wow..emily i thought ur blog was just so u can blow off some steam, but it turned out to be like an essay i would read in a book...wow...i will never be able to write like that...i feel stupid...:(

P.S. Its cherry btw :)

3:32 PM  

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