it's the end of the world as we know it

AHH omg so i called my old best friend called me back and we talked for like 3 minutes and basically it was really awkward and i was sobbing and later she started crying too but we both said sorry and that we could start over.

and i know you're all probably confused but basically a few months ago we got into this huge fight and i didn't talk to her ever since, and i felt really bad about it when i came back so i just called and winged the conversation and i feel so much better now.

it's a pretty good start to coming back home again i think.

but i wanted to say thanks because i think you all sort of helped me decide i should do it, even though you didn't know. still, thanks so much. i still can't stress enough how much all of you have taught me. even john taught me something. i love you all SO MUCH.

so, what's up? today when i woke up i was really sad so i took a walk with albert to the library. i got four books and then went to the movie rental place and i was going to get the notebook but it wasn't there so i got in her shoes. never seen it, is it good? i just thought it would keep me distracted (i'm kind of trying to put off unpacking for as long as i can) the walk was nice though, i kind of got re-familiarized with bedford and that was actually kind of cool.

i guess today i'll just be reading and watching movies. then tomorrow i'm going to a pool party and then i'm going to this biking daycamp which i really don't want to go to now. =( sorry i'm rambling now, but that's kind of necessary for keeping in touch, right? =) well whatever. tell me what you've all been up to! =)

love forever and ever and ever,
geena